Ok tonight was so crazy my boyfriend and me got into again it was so horrible. He was grabbing me on my arm trying to get me to stay> Like he wants me to forgive him for what he did I mean come on he was cheating on me the whole time we were together and he says that it wasnt the whole time but i beg to differ. I just need time to heal and he wont give it to me. But I dont wanna loose him I love him so much. He is my everything and he doesnt even know it. He said that I need to start to show him that I care . But I do. Gezz I dont know Im just so heart borken and confused. I do love him I do…